[ jealousy ]

its hard to put this into words, but simply said, i'm jealous. i'm jealous of all the couples i see everyday, how they get to spend time together so freely. i'm jealous of the lovers sitting on a couch, cuddling, when i can't do the same. i'm jealous of my roommate and his girlfriend, so insanely jealous, that they can basically see each every day, that they can stay over and be together. i'm jealous of all your friends staying with you, that they get to have fun with you, laugh with you. i'm jealous that they can have you when i can't.