today is valentine's day. and on the day of valentine's day, when it matters, i have been a hypocrite. i talked about how i had such an unforgettable, unbelievable, magically wonderful weekend with my girlfriend, but on valentine's day, i fail to make her feel like she means the world to me. i fail to let her know that out of all the people in the world, she is the one i want to be with. on the day that it counts, i messed up. ironic how things turned out. i don't want to tarnish my last post with this one, just because, well, i don't feel like i should lessen what i experienced the past few days, but at the same time, i'm going to deny that i screwed up the real valentine's day, again. you'd think after 5 years a guy would learn huh. but guess not. 5 years and counting i can still make her feel like she's not worth my time. 5 years and counting, another valentine's that she can look back at and shake her head. i promised her and myself that i wouldn't screw this day up again. but look what i've done. i'm a fool stuck on a treadmill.
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