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you know i want to say i'm not scared of this whole thing. and i wasn't at all. until now.

as much fun as i could be having, i'll still have you on my mind.

do you feel the same about me?

i guess at the same time i'm jealous of you. that you could have so much fun and yknow, be so happy. and i should be happy for you.

but i'm scared. i'm scared that within all that, you'll forget me. it's the first day today, and you already seem to be so taken in that i'm just, well, i'm just a second thought.

i don't want to lose you. and i don't want to be scared.