[ perfect timing ]

ever felt like you got abandoned? that no matter what something always seems to come up at the wrong time.

i'm just trying to keep things together, keep myself together. i thought that if i tried to keep things the way they were in high school, everything would be fine. and i figured, you know what a few hours of sleep goes a long way but i'm completely willing to give it up just so i can have just a little bit of time. and what goes on in that time? more waiting. when one waiting's done, another one comes up, and another one comes up. and by the time that there's no more waiting, it's time to say good bye, whether i want to or not.

i don't want to say bye, but yet, you go anyway.