a chasm i can't jump.
a promise i can't break.
a life i can't deny.
myself that i'm ashamed of.
a heart that is shattered.
a body that is tormented.
what can i break. i have nothing left. i don't have the ability to take this out on anything else, anyone else, but me.
these thoughts of hurt, pain, anything that will make myself burn. cause myself all the pain that i've invoked on others.
so angry at myself for letting this go for so long. i have noone to blame but myself. i have noone to hurt, but myself.
redemption? hardly.
wonder if pain actually comes as a relief.
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